I know being scared is bad, but it's how I feel. I try not to show it to him though.
I've got a lot of stress right now and I think that's making me more anxious. I thought I might type them out here, just to get a better perspective on what's triggering them.
1. Husband - obviously the biggest stress factor in my life right now, pretty self explanatory.
2. Finances - I make pretty decent money but it just seems like there's more month than money since I moved out.
3. Ex Husband - Mercy! I know I'm always going to have to deal w him and I thought it was better, but it seems like now that I don't have my H there to help me deal w him it's worse. He's tripping the girls out b/c he started going to a new church (different denomination). They have so much change going on right now I just wish he wouldn't push them into accepting this on top the other stuff (my separation from H, his (ex) engagement, new school, etc).
4. D14 and D10 - I don't know if they are going through normal sibling fights or it's something I need to talk to a professional about, but they fight constantly.
5. Work - lots of stress there, we are horribly busy. I also think that my closest friend here is upset with me b/c I'm pulling away for her, that in turn is making working together harder. There's more to that, but I'm not going to go into it right now.
I'm just really worn out and I think that contributes to my anxiety level.
