thanks, dom. you've given me some stuff to think about. I appreciate it.

neph, a little too much comfort food in the cookies...I ate 6. ouch. I usually just make the stuff for the kids, maybe have one or 2, but wow. going double-hard at the gym tonight.

okay, its time for my daily freak out. just for october, but I can pretty much guarantee one a day until after my anniversary. sorry, folks, but I'll say ahead of time I really appreciate the support. because I'm going whiskey bottle here. I know I am. but I'm also thinking I'm most likely right. so maybe a little more gut than the whiskey was.

h just wrote me to let me know of some business travel that is coming up, not till november, but giving me plenty of notice. he also let me know that he is going to see springsteen in concert on 11/19...a monday. normally he doesn't have anything to do with the kids that day, but he wanted to let me know anyway. so here I sit, bawling my eyes out, because all I can think is, well, now I know what OW gave him for their anniversary. no wonder he loves her.

oh sh!t, I'm crying now. again. yeah, this is going to be my month of tears.

see, if I had just gotten that e-mail pre-cookies, I wouldn't have eaten any. I feel ill.

Last edited by morgan; 10/03/07 05:38 PM.

M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher