LL,
Your feelings are normal and expected in your sitch. Pull out DR and read the section on Infidelity again and again! If you weren't having all these fears, and worries, then you wouldn't be normal.

Patience,Patience,Patience,Patience,Patience,Patience,Patience,Patience. It will get better but it could take years!!!!

You never told us how your night out went?

You didn't bail on me did you?

Tony

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