Quote: there are still moments when I get uncomfortable...my mind wondering to the past...wondering if this is real or if I will soon discover I am being fooled...I'd like to think not.
Like you said the other day, we oftentimes are experiencing/thinking the same things in our sitches. Today I was here big time. Got that uncomfortable sinking feeling...that paranoia that starts deep down in the gut... I think, for me, it's because maybe things are going well. They are going so well that I get suspicious. Can't believe it's true, so there must be something else. Jeez...what a mind-(censored) all of this is!
I WANT NORMALCY!!! and maybe...just maybe...I'm getting it and don't even realize... Are you?
