awful fresh tony, awful fresh...neither...just the spending time together relaxing was fun!
so...I must say...I like the h I have now much much better than the one that left last march...I think I like the new me that I am too...(though I don't really think I am all that different)
I've got myself a bit of chill time...doing laundry..dd's napping and h has son outside playing while he chops wood.
aaahhhh!!! if this were last year or rather before ow disclosure I would have to entertain son and keep him away from daddy while he chops wood...granted son is older and able to listen better to daddy but h is also older and able to listen to son better.
we are getting there...I just wish the phsycological crap would go away and we could all just be happy in the now sometimes I am and other times my head just wants to explode!
