ok so all in all things seem to be going very well even with the crappy argument (if you can call it that) the other night...
h slept in yesterday after having been out plowing til the wee hours...kids and I took off for lunch with mil and while we were gone h went to the office...left a very long message on the machine for me...i had my cell off unintentionally...
when h returned last evening he talked about his day...or rather the morning on his way home from plowing...talked about a bit of joking with buddie...made two mentions of bacon egg and cheese crossaints being his desire lately that he's stopped at dunkins getting them a lot...so looks like LL needs to buy some crossaints when she goes shopping..(sheesh and I was making sausage egg and cheese english muffins for him but he likes those too)
we stayed up and watched a movie last night and then went off to bed...it was actually fun..
there are still moments when I get uncomfortable...my mind wondering to the past...wondering if this is real or if I will soon discover I am being fooled...I'd like to think not.
I try to fight off these feelings and most of the time I can...I don't say anything about them unless h senses it and asks which on occasion he has..but I think he's also learned that it's a cheeseless tunnel most times and doesn't.
mil has volunteered to baby sit tonight so we can go out...don't know where we'll go but will be nice to get out just the two of us...going out with other couples is nice at times but honestly we have a better time when we're alone.
