figured I'd take a sec to pic myself up of the second page...
welcome to the twisted mind of LL...
haven't heard from h since he left wich isn't terribly unusual...my mind starts to wonder...
I figure no harm in calling the office to say hey how's it going...and got a busy signal...at first relieved..well if the phones busy then at least I know he's at his office..but then my twisted little mind tells me hey but maybe he left the phone off the hook to give you the impression he's there and on the phone after all you know he's not on the puter (the net anyway) cause if he were you'd be bumped off...so maybe it's a distraction...I would call his cell but figure my doubt would be in my voice so I don't.
h is not the type of person to go to such an extent as leaving the phone off the hook so why does my mind work this way????
cause I know too many people who would.
so anyway quick update...
no r talk last night....
h spent the day with buddie as support...didn't expect him home at 6 like he said so I went out to dinner with the kids and my mom...drove around a bit after to not get home right at 6 incase h wasn't home yet...I got home just before 7 to find h getting in the shower...he had left 2 messages on the phone (one letting me know his cell was dying so if I tried to call and couldn't get him that is why) and saying that he'd try my cell...he laid out the kids pjs and set up the coffee pot for himself for the morning...
so it was a nice night..sat and watched cnn...h started falling asleep...I eventually cuddled on the couch with him (didn't wait for an invite) and well things led to things...
