Get me on a smoother ride....need advice - part 3

[SueS]

lwb & morgan....thank you!

I'm trying very, very hard to remember that my H is going through the same, if not worse of a roller coaster ride as I am. It's tough though. It's hard to remember that that they're riding it too or have guilt & self-loathing when they continue any type of contact with OW.

Yesterday was just a downer. I hate those days. I'd mentioned that I'd talked to H very briefly in the afternoon and he was very moody. I let D3 call him at work before she went to bed. They talked for a while. I kept hearing him ask about everything that we'd been doing through the night, but he didn't ask to talk to me. He just hung up when he was done. He got home a little later than normal, ate something & then went to work out. He was very loud.....sniffing a lot & not being quiet about changing his clothes, opening closets....etc. I woke up and asked if he was okay. He just snapped at me and said, yes.

Today is Bike Day at school for D3. I told H that her bike was in the van and that he could take that again today. He barely looked up and said.....it's going to rain, she doesn't need it. That made me mad. I told him that she'd be very upset if she was the only one without her bike. Again, he said....it's going to rain. I told him that he could stop by my office and pick it up before he drops her off. Again....he said no. I finally said...okay, then I'll just take it down there for her myself. You know........be pissy with me. It doesn't make me happy, but I'll take it all if it means she doesn't have to take any of it. Don't pull this bullsh*t with your D3. It's just not fair to her.

I grabbed my stuff, said I'll see you later & left. I'm angry again this morning. He was in such a good mood the other day and now he's angry and won't talk at all! Damn it!

Well, I'm off to get some work done. Really easy in the mood I'm in. I am doing an project/audit outside the office this afternoon, so at least my mind won't be on things then. Something to look forward to.

Have a great day!

lwb.......dont' lock my thread!!

SueS