GISH - just think how mad OM will be, (if the underwear is for him), when he can't get it on!!!!!!!!!
We all have set backs. The thing is not to let your W see that. You are doing the right thing by telling us not her.
((((((HUGS)))))
We all need a good cry now and again. I don't know if you read my thread but I was in a pretty bad way early yesterday and I had been going down hill for a while. I can empathise. I still have feelings of wanting to kill myself - but I do know it's wrong now whereas before I did try it.
Hang in there and keep posting. My H had an A. The sex was rubbish in it. He recommitted to the M for other reasons but it certainly showed him that an A wasn't the answer.
Come and join us on my thread sometimes. We have a good old laugh sometimes aswell as a cry. Click on my name and come through to Saffie's Sandbox - Extension 7 (i think it is 7 now anyway). You will recognise some of the people on there.
Keep strong.
saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength