new here and really worried

[littlebitlost]

Wow...you are a bit of a riddle.

I am putting on the red glasses and I am seeing things the way I think he saw, sees, and hopes to see.

Know what I see in you? Perhpas you dont even care. In fact, you seem to want to people to think you dont care what they think.

I think you are trying to figure this sh*t out and thats why you are here.

You are afraid and frustrated and a little lost yourself.

Your rough exterior and outright harshness are a defense mechanism for somethng though that I have not figured out yet.

You are smart and you know whats up and you are more than willing to offer your opinion to people (and believe me I appreciate that you even take the time to read or post to me) but you for some reason feel you have to do it in a manner that is charged with hidden emotion.

I find you a great challenge both in terms of trying to figure out what you mean sometimes and others trying to see what you are feeling in terms of your own situation.