yes I still feel the same way this morning...did go up to my bed last night..but couldn't sleep there knowing the man laying next to me would rather be somewhere else living and laughing with someone else..so I slept in the spare bedroom. h was off early today as he had to do a favor for his brother. he of course will still come home tonight as he just doesn't want to leave his kids...I will go off to the movies or something...
