I really am focusing on the "things will improve" and "this is for me" angles.
That said, work today sucked alot. I work in a grocery store, as one of two jobs (go-go B.A. in History for the employment! :P ) and I was lucky enough that they needed to rotate me back to help stock stuff today. No need to do the plastic-smile/all's well. Still had alot of time to think.
Then, I saw her at my other job. We get along well enough, there.
I agree with you, Puddle, on knowing more now. Even with her conviction of being totally done, it has been only 2.5 weeks.
So, gonna keep doing all the work, and not give up 'till the papers are signed. I'll work on moving on, but I'll keep up the work until that day.
Also, I've decided to try and make gaming work one day a week. Partially because I don't want to have to juggle it. Also, because it will give her a forum to see me without my "work face" on, and that I really am improving. It's not like it'll be an act, nor a lame excuse to see her, as we both wanna keep playing the particular storyline we're on, away.
And, if things ever end up seeming too tense, I can bow out or we can work something out.
