Do you really suspect that you would ever see this in me. If you saw me at a party, or saw me somewhere. You could not pick me out.
I respect my wife on a level that most people would not get.
I met my wife on New Years Eve almost 15 years ago.
I knew withing 45 min of meeting her that she was the "one" for me. I told my best friend at the time as much.
Did I ever expect I would be "here"? Hell no. I always assumed she would be right here with me.
No I did the silver box. Glued some stuff to it. Wrote a letter. It was well recieved. I followed that up with a "roomate document" Spelling out what she should pay while she was doing what she was doing. It was signed by me by the way.
What my wife is not seeing is the guy she married. I lost him. He went away. Life took it's toll. I am searching for him. He is right there. He just won't step up right now. He's hurt. He's distant. He has NFC disease. He made a big step tonight. Hopefully when he comes back my wife will be ready.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
