6 missdialed #'s on h's cell phone...1, 123, 12, 9...whatever you get the point...gee is this h mumble fingers dialing wrong 6 times in a row all within a min??? doubtfull this is h filling up his sent calls so that ow's # wont show up...do I care...will he be honest...at this point does any of it even make a difference....
NO!!!!
I don't give a crap anymore....I will live my life for me...I will do whatever I want to do..I will be whatever I want to be..I will talk to who ever I want to talk to....I will accept invites for coffe if I so choose....I do not have a H in this house....I have a child who wants to play games...I'm not playing anymore there is nothing in it for me...I have put effort into this r for far far far too long...longer than anyone with half my intelligence should have...take your books and your no r talk and your dbing and shove it...all it's doing is enabling h to walk all over me and for me to live a freakin lie!!!!
I will not wait and suffer in silence...I will not go about business thinking all is well and will be well...I will not wait til h is caught with ow or another ow...I will do as I please whether it pleases h or not...I will say what I want and be what I want and go where I want...h wants to live here an be with his kids...good...when you get home from work...you can be with your kids..put them to bed and then sit on the couch and chit chat with your freaking buddie...go ahead call your little trampy friend too...I don't care...I'll be off somewhere with someone who wants to talk to me and laugh with me and enjoy me!!!!
I am soooooo tired of waiting for this man....I don't need to...I don't want to....I don't care anymore!!!
