No contact from H since Saturday night. Although usual as he works 12 shift Sun, Mon, Tue, and everyother Sat nights. Se easy for him to keep to himself. He was here yesterday though while I was at work. Working on combine I guess. He did call me to get number for garage as his pick up wouldn't start. Conv was short. H sounds so down.
Am trying to come up with something to do this weekend so I don't sit home and wait for him to call or take it upon myself to go to him. Trying to go back a little and give him more space. Afraid I have begun to pursue a little lately and think it's too soon.
Some think my H may be coming around as he has been inviting me to places lately or dropping in to visit. I really don't know and am trying not to read too much into it. Could be he's just cycling or touch and going. Who knows, just know it's really hard and he still needs more time.
Praying for you all...
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
