Hey LL, I was just catching up with some threads here... and I feel bad that I haven't been by to see you in so long. I'm glad that your H is going to the C. I still have high hopes for you and your H. I think it will just take some time.
You are doing great. I know you have your good days and your bad ones, but overall, you are being so strong in this sitch. Just hold on to that belief that you and your H will someday have a better R than you've ever had... it will just take some time, and some hard work.