LL, I hope you can enjoy hanging out with H and playing darts. I also hope that you find some of the things you need by doing that, even if it doesn't include the R talk.
{{{{LL}}}} Sending hugs your way. Hang in there!!
BTW, I thought you might like to hear that my little monkey opened up to me a little bit today. It looks like you were right on when you told me I had a silly monkee. Thanks for being there for me LL. I really appreciate you. You will never know how much you have mean to me.
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!