morgan, I know how you feel about the flowers. The same way I felt when I found out H gave her a Mother's Day card AND gift, and I got neither this spring. Its an horrible feeling. S O T S said something smart though, she is just a temporary replacement in his eyes, this isn't something that is going to last. However, are you (and am I?) strong enough to get through this? We have to be for our kids, don't we? We are backed into a corner, and instead of cowering, we are shining.
Backslides, pity parties, good hard cries.....these are soooo normal. And you even admitted they are less and less these days. Today was just a mini bomb for you and yes, they still hurt like heck.
