I am finding that I am afraid to move on. I am afraid to find a job and be happy because I am scared I will be ok not wanting him. I am scared I will move on and I will be ok without him. Do I sound insane? Part of me is petrified that I can exist without him and I don't want to....
Amy, this is the same fear you were talking about over a week ago (page 3). A week isn't very much time and it's a big fear that I understand but what are you doing to deal with it? It's good to get these things out in the open and to be able to talk in a friendly enviornment. Eventually, you're gonna want to do something more than talk about it though, you're going to want to make it stop. So, are you ready for it to stop yet?
