lost in the land of confusion 6 and holding

[Sara]

She was mad at your son. don't take it personally.

[Dr LOve]

She was mad at your son. don't take it personally.

I think this was her problem. After she started talking to me she seemed to calm down.


Manuel

[fightingirish]

hey there, you have mail...

Yes, definately don't take the moment personally,,I know how I get with my kids, and at least she said goodbye.. I think it ok.. really.

tal

[Dr LOve]

Thanks Tal,
I read you E-mail. She took her momm shopping. I helped son with his homework. I feel so alone right now. I know I am doing this to myself but I can't help it.
I will try to act like every thing is normal. My heart feels so empty inside. Part of me wishes I didn't send i. But I know it had to be done if I am ever to find happyness

Manuel

[fightingirish]

manuel,

Yes, you did have to send it. It was time overdue in fact. Remember all that can happen now is to go forward, but its scary.

I would try and keep acting the same way as you did before and definately let her come to you. No pressure.

tal

[Dr LOve]

My reading for today from comcast:

Family concerns take precedence now. Whether it's your relatives or your sweetie's that need help, do whatever it takes to deal with this current challenge. Then it's back to normal.

For Wendsday:

Every relationship has to surf waves of emotion, big and small. The trick is to know that no matter the size of the waves, you can handle them. That wisdom will help you two cope with just about anything

[Sara]

They are both very optimistic. Give her some time to digest what you wrote. She doesn't need to respond today.

[Dr LOve]

Ok,

She came home and was glad what my son and I did on the homework. Then my heart skipped a beat when she asked me if I got the e-mail.......................about my son's baseball practice being canceled. I said no. so I was eating some fish sticks I made myself for dinner and she called me into the living room because she heard a critter up in the attic. I cam in and stood there with her and then I heard it. Bigger than a mouse. Soooo I did shot of DJ and went up into the attic with a flash light/ my son stood by the attic door. It was about 15 degrees up there. I straddled the 2X4s and made my way to where the sound. I didn't see anything but I whipped out my camera and took some pictures so the W could see what it looked like up there. When we came back down My W told my son he needs a bath I said I want to take one too to get the insulation off of me.
She is talking like nothing happened. I am going to let it go right now but My W is the kind of person that thinks if you don't deal with something it will go away. I am not going to do or say anything about the letter until after her b-day on Saturday. But I am at the stage that there are no holds bared. I will get her a mushy B-day card. I already bought her a box of chocolates. I am turning up the heat. I need to either make it or break it.
Even though she is not saying anything she has to be thinking about the letter right?

Husband

[LL44]

If she read it, she most definately is thinking about it. Seems her mood was pretty decent. Not to mention you were her 'manly' rescuer tonight. That always turns me on with my H.

Your plans sound good for the weekend. If you are ready for it, go for it.