ok so LL is a big dwadler...didn't do much of anything this evening..but did manage to have both kids in bed by 7:30 gotta love that!!! h has called several times today just to say hi and chit chat...(good H!!!) h had called at 8ish when heading in for a break...I had planned to take a bath and get to bed early but ended up just wathcing tv by the fire and checking the puter from time to time...asked h if he would like me to call him round 10 (when I had planned to go to sleep) to make sure he hadn't fallen alseep and to say goodnight..h said ok...I got side tracked and didn't call...at 10:10 the phone rings...it is h..calling to say hi...has just picked up his shoveler and there on the road..thought I might have fallen asleep..sounded up beat and goofy..we had made tentative plans to have a fondue dinner with another couple but haven't gotten a straight answer as to fri or sat night...I also have a gf who wants to get together on which ever night I am not busy. let h know that the w of the other couple isn't feeling well so the plans are still tentative..h says tell them to scratch it and we'll do it next weekend...that I should plan to go out tommorow night and WE'LL do something together on sat night as then he will be more awake for me. (who are you h??)
so the conversation ended on a possitive note...h said he'd wake me when he gets home (estimated 2am ugh!!)

I cannot believe the difference in h since I called the lawyer...
honestly I will admit there is a difference in myself as well...in calling the lawyer I stepped out of the drama (well a little) and took back my self.

I like the way things are going...but I am anxious to get to c WITH h.

LL