thanks for stopping by greg...yes I have been second all along to one thing or another...sad but true..perhaps that is the way it will always be.

something off with h tonight?? or is it my own dis ease due to his having been at c tonight...am I expecting something and therefore acting uncomfortably?? does h pick up on this and keep away??? who the hell knows...

tommorow I go to get my hair cut..will be dragging along both kiddos...h has an appointment so he can't help with son..oh well...at least the hair dresser is one of my childhood friends and knows my whole family so to bring the kids is ok with her...infact she likes to see them. can you believe I drive 40 miles to get my hair cut??? faithfull aren't I?? maybe just crazy!! good thing I don't get my hair cut all that often.

h is out at his truck....was going out mentioned something about moving sand or something...I was surprized when I heard the truck start and even more surprized to see it go down the drive way...he's back up by the garage but it's still running..his cell phone (well one of em anyway) is on the fridge so not talking to buddie...don't know what he's doing...oh well I'll go about my business...to tired to get to that craft thing...eyes don't feel like reading..so suppose I'll sit in front of the fire...watch a show and then go to bed..

made a nice dinner...meatloaf, dilled carrots, corn, mashed potatoes and dessert....check out the recipie on the back of a bag of diamond walnuts...yummmy!!! rolled oats brown sugar butter...chocolate chips..walnuts and caramel!!! mmmmmmm!! hope h eats it all fast cause it's too good...I don't want it hanging around for me to eat.

LL