Get me on a smoother ride....need advice - part 3

[SueS]

Yoyo-

Yeah, I guess I might be a little afraid of what he might tell me. I probably don't want to hear it. Calling would likely make things worse for myself and OW's H. I guess the initial rush would be there but then I'd be feeling worse and thinking more about this than before.

H took my van today. I forgot that it was almost empty. I wanted H to use a certain account to pay for gas from, so I called him on his break. He was at the gas station just about to put gas in. Not because it's the nice thing to do for your wife. His comment was.....well, it is just a hair above E. I wanted to say......as a joke of course.....oh, so if were 2 hairs above E you'd wait to make me fill it? But considering that he answered his phone "What?", I didn't think the joke would really go over well! I just have to try not to overthink things today. It's been slow for him at work, it's raining and very gloomy today. The weather is kind of contributing to a lot of bad moods today.

One more hour of work. I can't wait to go pick up D3. Hopefully she'll brighten my day!

SueS