I'm still doing it

[nephartiti]

Well, H stood us up. I haven't heard a peep out of him today. That's ok. I'm adding PATIENCE to my mantra. I have a feeling OW is getting needy/clingy/possessive. He has to sneak away to contact his kids. I'll just let her dig her own grave over there. I'll just keep being so pleasant H will wonder why he ever left in the first place, like all that drama was just a bad dream.

I'm not feeling great today. Besides running on very little sleep, my stomach is bothering me. I hardly ever have stomach trouble because my diet is generally very clean and healthy. Maybe it was that pint of soy ice cream I ate last night...? That was probably a little too much of a good thing.

COOL
CALM
PEACE
DARK
PATIENCE