WAW1978-Part 5

[waw1978]

Okay so H just called to tell me he scheduled an MC appt for this Sat. He wants to talk about D and how to explain to D4 in more detail. He said it was so we could be civil and have a 3rd party present to keep from an explosive agrument. Not to continue the sessions.

Give me some strength here folks. Even with all of his faults I love this man. I only did what I thought necessary to keep my sanity and save what we had left of our M. I have told him many times what I need to come back home. I need him to go to IC and workout why he needs to treat me so badly and why he doesn't want a physical relationship with me.

Help me out here. I know I got this ball rolling but I can't scamper back home to the same situation. I am not even sure he would want that at this point. I am thinking I should call the MC ahead of time and see if he can help get H on board with continuing to work on the M.

I know a lot of you had gone through this stage with your WAW. What helped you see that it was worth while after you had sort of given up?