Still stuck in Limbo Land

[MariS]

Journaling...

24hrs later and WAH-MLCer is status quo.

Made it home w/child & he walked in the door 5minutes behind us. Stayed about 2hrs & then went out to local Mexican place and returned 2hrs later. (even though I had a meal cooked)

Guess it is now time for me to AS If everything is normal. Either way, I am still ignoring him, unless he actually calls. Don't feel like dealing w/his txt messages.

Naturally, he wanted "his attention" this morning and it is STILL just about sex, no kissing or emotional connection.
This MLC ride is horrid and I am trying to hang in, but I do feel liberated that I drew a line.

Now if I can keep the strength to inforce it, without creating any speedbumps (i.e. snooping, following, questioning, etc.)

Time to REALLY let go, totaly detach & pull back.
Concentrate more on me & child.