I am very up and down right now. I really need to work on detatching. Funny you should use the codependent word because I was told I am VERY Codependent by my last therapist. I am up and down with his moods. I really need to figure out how to function without him.

I am finding that I am afraid to move on. I am afraid to find a job and be happy because I am scared I will be ok not wanting him. I am scared I will move on and I will be ok without him. Do I sound insane? Part of me is petrified that I can exist without him and I don't want to....

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"