I'm still doing it

[nephartiti]

Yes.

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Yes. Thank you, lwb. This will be my mantra.

Yesterday, H said he wanted to come see the kids today. He was asking what time everyone gets up. This AM, I sent him a text msg when S2 got up. That was about 2 hours ago. Nothing yet. No expectations. I'm not going to call him. The ball is in his court.

I've been wanting to by a jasmine plant for the yard. I might go do that today. My L left me a msg yesterday. I have to call her back. She's going to want to serve him the legal sep papers. Yikes! I'm going to hold off on that. My L can be pushy. She's a bit intimidating.

I'm still thinking of setting up that fish tank too.

I am thinking of a gift for H. He won't know about it for a while. He is catholic and wants to baptize the kids. I'm not catholic. So I'm thinking of going throught the catacism (don't know if I spelled that right). It means a lot to H. It's one of the things I told him I would do and never did.

H's pay check should be coming in any day. As far as I know, anyway. I hate this anxiety. If he has cancelled the direct deposit, I am fairly confident he will not leave us completely high and dry.

Have a great day everyone.