it has been really hard for me as of late. So hard that I have a hard time coming on here. For one when she is home she is always on the computer playing web games. Sure she spends a little time with me, but that is not the point.
I finally had her help me move the couches on sunday to the basement, but the rest of her stuff is still in the living room. She was home all freaking day yesterday and atleast could have done something. insted she played computer games most of the day. She know this bugs me and she even mentioned that I sounded a little disapointed on the phone when I asked her what she was upto this afternoon. so she knows, but did not take action ?!? She comment on me being to nice to her and told me not to be.
I don't know to be honest... I get ILU and kisses and hugs everyday and even the odd slap on the butt from her. She still is not over the POS OM ! like WTF it is sooo frustrating !! He does not call the house, but calls her a work almost everyday and I can hear it in her voice when I talk to her that she has spoken to him. She tells me, which is good. It just hurts me to know she is not over that skum! I don't get it. He freakin abused her and she still morns for him.
to top it all off I found she is going to be put into collections for her unpaid bills. She has almost 20g in debt from the last 6 months. I really don't know what to do ...
I'm not in a good mood today and my PMA is really lacking. I really need some time for myself. I find myself building some presure as of late. Resentment is very hard to shake as well.
Funny she is back and I still feel alone for some odd reason.
Last edited by Manwithaheart; 10/02/0703:16 PM.
W: 28 Me: 27 No kids Bomb: 12/27/06 ILUBNILWU Sep: 2/16/07 Came home: 08/30/07
