Just noticed I had a v-mail from H 30 after convo saying that he dropped off cables for PC and cell phones with drill. Said to call him back, or he'll call me. Guess I have to go look harder for the stuff.
I'm going to put my H with Morgan's as one crazy acting guy lately.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
It sounds like a good convo. It is nice that he asked how you are. My H has never said anyhing nice to me as to avoid giving me hope. That is a very good thing. rewat=rd good things, be grateful for status quo. Focus on postive. Could be your new haircut. Just kidding. It is probabaly that you are positive and there is a domino affect from you being positive.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
I don't believe it! H called again at 3. That is 3 calls in one day, plus he left a msg at the house before calling the cell. He wanted to know if I got the v-mail. This time I kept the call short. I think that caught him off guard. I don't expect any more calls tonight. I think I have reached OW EA status. He has to call me on the sly. That's funny. I'm his wife and he has to sneak off and call me. LOL
Anyway, S2 learned how to make bubbles in the bath today. LOL I guess that shows he has control over that muscle. No excuse not to potty train now. OMG it was so funny!
S9 stays at his dad's most weeknights. Tonight he called me twice just to talk. That was so nice. Our R has been strained because of H for a few years. S9 feels betrayed. Blended families bite, let me tell you. That is one good thing that has come out of all this. S9 feels safe to be himself and open up with me. Also S2 and S9 have been allowed to just be brothers without any drama. That's how it should be. This is one miracle that will be needed if H and I ever reconcile.
I guess we'll see if H keeps his word and comes to see the kids tomorrow.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
OMG! I'm trying not to jump up and down, but it is really hard right now. OK, calm down.
The sound of my cell woke me up. TM from H. There was one at 11:53 PM thanking me for pics of the kids (He already told me this during last phone call) I slept through that.
Here's the second at 12:15 AM and the TM convo that followed.
H: Tori on ch 4 now i think Me: Thanks H: You are welcome Me: Emeril. What a shcmuck. (Emeril was making steaks. I don't care for Emeril. I know a lot of people do, but I am in the biz, and I don't care for him) H: Yeah Tori is worth the wait though Me: I hope so... I don't know. This is pretty sick H: LOL yeah tori will play 1 song no interview H: watch now Me: Hey it's your song H: ? H: Yeah! Me: Thanks again. Good night H: Buenas noches
I'm sorry. I know I can't put too much into this, but this was such a huge gesture on his part. I am such a Tori fan, but I don't watch TV and would have never known if he didn't tell me. Plus, the song was perfect. It is his fave on the new album and it is so fitting. I have to post the lyrics.
Bouncing off Clouds (Tori Amos)
Bouncing off of Clouds we were Is there a love Lost and Found Make it easy Make this easy It's not as heavy as it seems Wrapped in metal wrapped in ivy paint it in mint ice cream
We could be bouncing off the top of this cloud I'll put on my silver We could be bouncing off the top of this cloud
Failure to respond but I did, but did you listen?
Bouncing off the top of this cloud I'll put on my silver About what you said, has it come to this? I'll put on my silver Bouncing off the top of this cloud
Well you can stare all day at the sky but that won't bring her back that won't bring her back You say you're waiting on Fate But I think Fate is now I think Fate is now waiting on us
Make it easy easy easy we could make this easy easy love easy we could make this easy make this easy it's not as heavy as it seems wrapped in metal wrapped in ivy blue umbrellas now smiling Bouncing off of clouds we were
I don't know how I'm going to, but I'm going to try and get some sleep. Tomorrow, I keep playing it cool. I have to let him keep coming to me. Don't blow it, Neph. Don't scare him off.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
Yesterday, H said he wanted to come see the kids today. He was asking what time everyone gets up. This AM, I sent him a text msg when S2 got up. That was about 2 hours ago. Nothing yet. No expectations. I'm not going to call him. The ball is in his court.
I've been wanting to by a jasmine plant for the yard. I might go do that today. My L left me a msg yesterday. I have to call her back. She's going to want to serve him the legal sep papers. Yikes! I'm going to hold off on that. My L can be pushy. She's a bit intimidating.
I'm still thinking of setting up that fish tank too.
I am thinking of a gift for H. He won't know about it for a while. He is catholic and wants to baptize the kids. I'm not catholic. So I'm thinking of going throught the catacism (don't know if I spelled that right). It means a lot to H. It's one of the things I told him I would do and never did.
H's pay check should be coming in any day. As far as I know, anyway. I hate this anxiety. If he has cancelled the direct deposit, I am fairly confident he will not leave us completely high and dry.
Have a great day everyone.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
I think I have to go through catechism to have them baptized, don't I? I don't know. I've been trying to get a hold of the person who handles this at the church since last week.
I think I'm just going to wait until I know H's paycheck goes through before I buy anything. I always get nervous this time of month.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
