Thank you, I so needed to hear those gentle, kind words today. My PMA is very low.
Yes that text of him having no 3rd chance was my last text to him. I have not called or texted anything more.
The thing is I have shown him for the past 6 months hes been away that I can handle three girls, the house & everything else all by myself.
Today I am dreading coming home for fear that all his stuff will be gone. I have read other threads where the H comes back in & out and honestly I dont know how these women do it.
TO ALL WHO ARE BELIEVERS: Sunday night I went for the first time to my moms sunday night service at her church where only afew gather, but have strong prayer services. My mom was asked to give a testimony that included part of my story. I did not know it was going to be a full service of testimonies.
One Sunday visited my moms church I went to the alter & let it all out to HIM, weeping, but feeling good all over in HIS presence. That day one of the elders was also at the altar & told my mom as she walked past him (while he was praying & not lifting his head to see who it was) that God has a message to her that her daughter was going to be freed. when she told me that message I did not understand if it meant freed from my H or what. I understand now it was to be freed from the enemy b/c I had backslid so much until this bomb brought me back.
As my mother was telling her testimony she asked I too talk upfront.Thats when the elder man said before my mom had walked past him he had looked up at me praying & saw a cloud of white bright light over me! I told of how God has filled me w/ great peace & strength. Without that I wuld not be able to get up every morning, full of his joy and thankfulness & prolly be majorily depressed. After I talked another woman said that my testimony gave her hope for she was going thru the same.
