Retrouvaille vs Counseling

[Heartbroken]

Thanks!

I just emailed my H the link to their main webpage. My only concern is that I have to work 2 Saturday's a month and may not be able to get to every post session....

I asked H if he was doing this for me and he said no - it needs to be for us - (good answer ).

I am not sure what makes me happy any more - I mean I want him and our R but I need the emotional connection he cannot give right now and not sure if and when he will be able to... We are just taking it day by day.

Things are good - I just don't feel emotionally connected and I hope this weekend thing will jumpstart that! Don't get me wrong I am sooooo grateful to be at this point considering where we were last year - but yet I don't want to be his second choice or for him always wondering what he could have had with OW. He says I am not the second choice - but I feel I am more the 'politically correct choice' if that makes sense. Okay I will stop whining now - just focus on the present and make each day as best as we can...

Thanks for all your support!

HB