I'm still doing it

[nephartiti]

OMG! I'm trying not to jump up and down, but it is really hard right now. OK, calm down.

The sound of my cell woke me up. TM from H. There was one at 11:53 PM thanking me for pics of the kids (He already told me this during last phone call) I slept through that.

Here's the second at 12:15 AM and the TM convo that followed.

H: Tori on ch 4 now i think
Me: Thanks
H: You are welcome
Me: Emeril. What a shcmuck. (Emeril was making steaks. I don't care for Emeril. I know a lot of people do, but I am in the biz, and I don't care for him)
H: Yeah Tori is worth the wait though
Me: I hope so... I don't know. This is pretty sick
H: LOL yeah tori will play 1 song no interview
H: watch now
Me: Hey it's your song
H: ?
H: Yeah!
Me: Thanks again. Good night
H: Buenas noches



I'm sorry. I know I can't put too much into this, but this was such a huge gesture on his part. I am such a Tori fan, but I don't watch TV and would have never known if he didn't tell me. Plus, the song was perfect. It is his fave on the new album and it is so fitting. I have to post the lyrics.

Bouncing off Clouds (Tori Amos)

Bouncing off of Clouds we were
Is there a love Lost and Found
Make it easy
Make this easy
It's not as heavy as it seems
Wrapped in metal
wrapped in ivy
paint it in mint ice cream

We could be bouncing off the top of this cloud
I'll put on my silver
We could be bouncing off the top of this cloud

Failure to respond but
I did, but did you listen?

Bouncing off the top of this cloud
I'll put on my silver
About what you said, has it come to this?
I'll put on my silver
Bouncing off the top of this cloud

Well you can stare all day at the sky
but that won't bring her back
that won't bring her back
You say you're waiting on Fate
But I think Fate is now
I think Fate is now
waiting on us

Make it easy
easy easy
we could make this easy
easy love easy
we could make this easy
make this easy
it's not as heavy as it seems
wrapped in metal
wrapped in ivy
blue umbrellas now smiling
Bouncing off of clouds we were



I don't know how I'm going to, but I'm going to try and get some sleep. Tomorrow, I keep playing it cool. I have to let him keep coming to me. Don't blow it, Neph. Don't scare him off.