She had doubts about her ability to feel secure in a relationship with me again.
If she really feels it's that over, I'm going to try and detach and "let her go". Maybe move on? I don't know, I'm pretty torn up right now. Don't know what I want/what's healthy at this point.
I'm going to keep working on improving myself, though. Getting a life/180ing for myself. that much is healthy at least.
And if my wife notices and has hope - wonderful.
right now, though, it feels like a huge setback. i'll be taking it one hour at a time tomorrow.
