Morgan, you are strong. You know you are strong. Find that strength deep within and hold onto it tightly.
If you don't want to se H on your annivrsary, then you will find a way. You will do what you have to do. However, sometimes I believe in fate. If it feels that you are swimming against the current and not getting anywhere, then it is time to let go and go with what life brings you. It's like when that giant wave catches you off guard. You have to roll with it. Fighting it is pointless. Some things we can't control, right? We can only control how we react to them. I know, you've heard it before, but it's true. You can handle this. You can, and you have time to get ready.
Take care. We are here for you.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9