Lost you were in such a better place when I went to work and I come home to this.
You know better. You have had someone do it to you. Stop showing him that woman that left him and start showing him the woman that wants to grow old with him.
Next time something like this comes up. Post it here first. Vent here. This is the place to do it. I really wanna lay it on thick but you said you know you screwed up. Hopefully he is still not listening to what you say.
I understand that you are lonely. Hell I am too and I live in the same house with my wife. We sleep in the same bed. You just gotta stop flip-floping where he can see it. Flip-Flop here all you want.
You can survive. You can move on if necessary. You have proved that. You wish you could take it all back. You can "Do It".
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
