I know I'll be okay, and this too shall pass, but damn, its going to be hard. feel like I'm climbing up a mountain. on the 18th, I'll be at the peak (at least this peak) and will be able to see what I'm so afraid of now. I'll have my answers...how will the day go? how will I make it thru...I will make it thru, after all, but how? then hopefully I'll have a rest before its time to climb the next peak.
mk, wow about your dad calling your mom. the idea of my h calling me every year on that date hurts. maybe time heals that. for now, though, wow, that just makes me ache.
lwb, trust me, I don't give H reminders all that often about the kids and how this is affecting them. I don't tell him half of what they do, although my friend has told me it is very important for me to share this stuff with him. It becomes a bit repetetive, though, so I only do it if I see a change, or if H questions a behavior or something.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
