Nothing like an empty lonely house to keep ones mind wandering.
I have been lucky to be able to keep myself occupied the weekends that H has the kids. The first weekend that he had them, I couldn't stand to drink in my house alone so I went to this night club by myself to listen to this great band. Got hit on by this big talk show host in this area that I used to listen to all the time before the Sep. He is actually way to old for me but does have some major bucks.
I am actually getting way worn out by these weekends the kids are gone. I have been doing some major running between either going to bars with my sis, drinking way too much alcohol and getting too little sleep, plus going horseback riding and other events going on. I have been telling everybody that I need to fit 2 weeks worth of fun into 2 day. I know that you are always supposed to be looking hot when the WAS comes over but after all that and just getting home from riding horses all day, I know that I have to be looking really strung out and beat hard.
I have to talk to some old friends of mine, see if they want to meet up in 2 weeks and go out dancing. They should hopefully know of a good night club.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley