MIL & BIL are both competely in the corner for child & I and will do ANYTHING to help us. As for the deceased FIL, well he was alcoholic as well & cheated on MIL too(she found @ dr. appt.)
Journaling
WAH-MLCer was w/friend/OW yesterday afternoon & didn't return home until 10:30pm. Child & I were already in bed asleep(w/me). I feel like a rotten Mother when my child sees me crying, pats my chest and says "It's okay Mommy, I'll take care of you." That really didn't help the tears.....
Either way, child went back to own bed & an hour later after WAH-MLCer came home, I was still awake, even with over counter sleep medicine, so I slept on floor of child's bed.
This morning as child and I leave for school/work and WAH-MLCer has done nothing except wake child up and take to bed for snuggling then have his own shower, I left the following note on top of his cell.
Either OW or your family - not both No more lies Either move back in completely and give our family a chance or move out all together.
Will see what the day brings.
Thank you for thoughts and prayers...
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08
