Had a fun weekend with my girls. Probably to much time in the car, but, we had fun. My girls seemed to enjoy the game despite the Bears losing. D2 actually slept through the 4th quarter when the stadium was at its loudest. I am supposed to have softball tonight but the weather might put a stop to that. My W has my girls tonight and is bringing them to my IL's house to spend the night there. I just hate this. I am having a down day today.....I wish my W did not have the ability to affect my day but she still does. She again started chatting me at work about our D and the house refi..... That plus knowing I am not going to see my girls has put me in the dumps. I know life goes on and I am moving on...but I have lost the two things that I cherished the most: my W and my family.