I am right there with you Bryan. My PMA is non-existant right now and everything you say is what I am going through right now. I am trying not to think about it much but it is so tough. You are right we have no control at all over any of this. We are sort of in limbo while they go on leading their lives the way they want to right now and we are just waiting. I am wondering if I am being a fool. I have no idea how it could possibly work either but then I read about the ones it did work for (789) and think there could be a chance.
I am at my all time low as well I think. I am just trying to live my life and if it is over what will that mean. That is my thinking right now. I know that is not PMA but I need to be realistic and think that way just in case this does not turn around. God I hope it does
