When H left back in May of this year I had done some redecorating changes. I had taken down pictures of us from the wall. Well in hopes to start a new this weekend I took them out of the closet but had not yet put them back on the wall. Then last night D6 broke the covering glass. Is this a sign? I saw is as it telling me the state our M is now- broken..... silly? dont know anymore.......
I didnt empty out my drawers on friday night so H couldnt put all his clothes in. I am wondering if I shuld even empty them now. A part of me wants "help" him by empty them and putting his clothes back in, which will only stall him a little if he comes home while I am not there to pick up his stuff to move back out.
I need to get out this funk.....
I need to think positive.....hoping h will think on that I texted him this weekend. Which was ALOT. I think I may have used up his text minutes..oh well.
God help get thru tonight, especially if he does not return & goes elsewhere.
