I would love to go to R but my H will not even think about it right now.Plus our $ situation we cant afford it now. I already have a copy of the papers, but to file I need the originals.
When I asked H when he was returning he just said monday night, so since he's been vague about the time all I can think is hes prolly not coming straight home the first night. OW was always good at convincing him of this. She prolly had him leave his car at her place so that he would have no choice but be pickd up by her. He called last night but made it obvious he didnt want to talk to me. I know he is avoiding any R talk. He asked straight out to talk to the girls, not even a how are you doing?He asked the girls what did yuou guys do while daddy's been away? We went to a girls Bday party,but it was w/ spanish people, so its really for the adults. There was more adults than kids & lots of good spanish food. D10 told H about the party & he asked all kinds of questions, who was there, where was is at & if my mom was there,since it was people from church.
You see H is very jealous & shows how he stills cares and says so only when the possiblity of another man is in the winds?? I think he doesnt want me anymore but doesnt want anyone else to be w/me either..UGH!
I feel like I am grasping here at what has been lost.When I tectexed him as to avoiding her calls allhe wrote back was- easy for you to say. So, he is struggling & seems to be sure he still wants her.
