You have been out here in DB land a month before me and I think you are getting close to doing something for YOU! You have been down these cheeseless tunnels for far too long - go back and re-read Theo's LRT plan it's time to piss or get off the pot. You have been MORE than fair to your H - you have gone ABOVE AND BEYOND what most of us have put up with. Start taking YOUR LIFE BACK!!!!
Trust me when you let him go and REALLY start to move on you feel so much better - you finally get to be in control of your life and your emotions. This reality may snap H out of it and by then you may not even want him back!
Please start your new life path TODAY!!! He is no longer worthy of your worries/love/care - you deserve so much more. Take this leap of faith - it will get better. Your fear has paralyzed you - just let it all go...
We are all here rooting for you!!
HB
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing