I know, I hope it's not the clam before the storm. I'm trying to detach while still remaining positive and very hopeful.

I took you advice about fixing up the home and bought the curtains, yes I feel empowered. I also had your words in my head - 'go anyway' thats why i went to the gym, leaving him to put the s's to bed. Thanks for that.

How was your weekend with H - Did you ask him out again?

P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07