Was2Sad, I am working on getting myself together, and getting better on doing things for myself. That is a big thing that my therapist stresses too. My kids were really happy to see me last night, and we had quite the rough-house and play time together.
I came home last night from being on the road for a week, and I saw my wife out cooking on the grill, and my heart just about broke. I love her so much, but she wants nothing to do with me, including not touching me for the past two years. That's what makes it the hardest, having her right there, but her refusing any kind of emotional or physical connection. I need to end this marriage just to end the pain and loneliness I feel and to GAL. The biggest part of GAL for me is to have a lady who wants to be with me, and won't treat me like a lower form of being.
