Thanks you so much christarn!! I so needed to hear these words.
I am at a lost oncemore.
I found where H has the original D papers we both signed back in May & am pondering if i should take it & just file and get the REALITY of it all started??? It just seems when I get serious about the D, H seems to get scared but I dont think scaring him is enough anymore. I prolly need to just doi t.
I feel like Ive lost this battle, lost his love for me forever and cant seem to get it back. This OW has such a strong hold on him....