HI Bryan I know what you mean. It is very hard to just let it drop and not worry about every little thing. I am very much struggling with all of that right now too. I leave for Florida tomorrow on the "family" vacation we planned together without him so that is making things very difficult for me right now.
I think we just need to hang in there and hope for the best. I am praying that God is just testing me right now and I will pass and he will come home. That is what I keep thinking. Good Luck
