new here and really worried

[littlebitlost]

I know you don't "NEED" him but just for a second do you think he still sees that part in you? Weird thing is he won't want to see that now.

Here is where you are right. I think he thinks that is what I NEED. I have told him that I dont NEED him like I did. I said that what I need and what I want are two entirely different things. I guess what I NEED is to stop telling him and just 'be'

I miss the hugging and sleeping on someones shoulder and well lets be honest....the 'ahem'......yeah you get the picture right. I need that basic human touch and it sucks to not have had it for the last year and a half!!!

Failure to thrive syndrome...like the babies in orphanages.

Do you understand that forrest