new here and really worried

[littlebitlost]

Hey forrest

Now I am the source of your frustration/anger

So not true. And I jsut wanted to make sure I was getting what you were saying.

And before I felt like I could not breathe IF HE WAS NOT around. Now I know I can. I can also breathe when he is around. That was my point. I dont NEED him like I did.